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Post by Lior on Fri Jan 23, 2009 6:24 am

okay. 814 in the morning on a friday.

bored out of my mind.

thrilled to tears for lili and rowrow. (i was hellbent on getting them together.)

sad for my mom, we're losing my grandma.

should be studying. should be translating german. should be writing. something.

instead, i'm watching mcfly videos on youtube and researching danny jones. (i constantly need/want more sigatures for lior. i'm obsessed with him. he was in my dream last night. weird, right?)

i'm cold. i have a swim meet today. if we win we could be PAC CHAMPS! =DDDDDDDDD go riverside girls swim team!
wish us luck! south is good.

so i'm also in love with this band called mcfly. =D wondering why? well, why not? they're all super cute and british! i want to go to a country in which i'd have the foreign accent and people would go crazy over it like we do in america. do they do that in other countries? or is it only in america?

i think we stress about that too much. we're superficial.

anyways, i've also been through a lot of emotional crap right now. so if i've been slow, or a little less crazy, it can be attested to the fact that i've been upset lately.

also, mcfly doesnt tour in the states. they have a huge fanbase here, and yetttttt, no dates for the states. its probably because they'd get kidnapped, raped and eaten alive by their huge, psycho fanbase. some of those girls/boys are absolutely insane, and relatively bloodthirsty. (yeah, its not just for mcfly. and i can't say i'm completely NOT a fan girl for all time low. you know. aven=alex gaskarth=atl's lead singer.)

i wish they would. i'd have to go to like, frikkin glasgow to see them. OR if i ended up going to germany, I COULD SEE THEM.

i'd PEE, srsly. i'd be so happy.

btdubbs, danny jones=lior, his voice is nothing like you'd imagine it to be. it's rumbling, and husky. it's pretty hot, if you ask me. (it's a big brother voice. but not a 19 year old big brother. a 27 year old big brother, which is cool, except for the fact that d.j is like, 23. he's really wonderful though.

also, i don't think lior looks anything like aven. they don't really look related. maybe lili is the milkman's. in that case, aven and lior are only half related. ...still doesn't make it any less creepy that aven kisses lior.

affraid i just saw this smiley. i would assume it's a lot like the face you'd make if you saw really weird porn on the internet.

sorry guys. i'm really crazy. all this craziness has gotten to me.

oh and i got invited to a youth group last night. so i'm just "idk. i'm not sure i ca go." i want to be like "i'm agnostic." and also, if i go, i wont be betraying anyone, since i'm neutral, but if i go, i'll feel weird, and they'll want me to come back and i wont be able to ever, and i'll just feel bad.

so i'm at my dad's work the other day, and i'm reading the womens' people magazines. to be honest, most of them ar lame. occasionally, they'll be one or two guys closer to my age in the pages. but i like them because there's ALWAYS pictures of celebrity kids. I LOVE LITTLE BABIES WITH FREAKISH NAMES. (except renesmee.) and to look within the pages is the perfect place to find them. =D ah celebrities and their overactive imagination.

i love my life. please don't commit me.

oldest mcfly video ever, danny was like, seventeen, and cute little dougie in orange was fifteen or sixteen. yay boys.


it's also 830 now. this whole thing took 15 minutes.

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Post by Lior on Wed Jan 28, 2009 12:08 pm

random blah blah blah pt. 2

so i figure, rather gum up the forum with all my random topics about the crazy things that happen when i live, why not post them all under one name. blah blah blah.

whatever, right? this is becoming my journal as much as the only thing i do when i'm bored.

so i had school today. lakesuck as i like to call it.
i got there at, like ten after seven, about an hour before i had to be in class, and was literally one of ten people in the whole building. it was eerie, not kidding.

and then i did math class after seeing all too guy friendly john. (HE'S SO CUTE.)
after that, leigh and i went to the computer lab. i started writing a speech, and i got caught up in it and decided to skip class.

so i did, but i felt unclean and immoral.

but my speech was written. then it got close to 1045, when my dad was coming to get me. i looked up at the monitor and there were 21 (HOLF HELL) class cancellations. i called it to see if verne cancelled my asl class that i had skipp'd.

he had.

YESSSSSSSSS.

i felt much better. =D

no homework, p'chah.

xx-moi

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Post by Lior on Wed Jan 28, 2009 7:44 pm

funny pictures of cats with captions
more animals

that's me.

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Post by Lior on Fri Jan 30, 2009 7:10 am

heads up the joke's on you.

this next request comes from chicago

one day you'll hear me singing on the radio.
a song that i wrote for the lies you told.
and when you hear me singing whoa-oh-oh-oh

consider this the bitterest goodbye.

kiss mine.

____
so, last meet tomorrow. its a home meet. tonight its against lake catholic. they have a starbucks inside their school. maybe they'll all be bloated up with caramel mocha macachiatos. or whatever.

i got orangensaft. (orange juice.)

so i'm laying in bed this morning after getting like, two hours of sleep and it seems like EVERYONE has my deathwish.

i get like three texts from one kid to talk to me, my dog is bitching in her crate and people keep opening my door so that disgusting yellow light can come in my room. i hate artificial light. its horrible.

so i was quite upset about that.

but i guess it could have been fixed. i shouldn't have stayed up that late. but i was in such a crazy mood. i just wanted to make something and be artistic. so i made a poster for my locker. i just hope it fits.

hope made my locker look realllly cute. i saw it last night.
she's such a sweetheart. idk, jared and adam's don't look very good. well, adam's looks better than jareds.

leigh's looks really good. well, her wall looks really good.

so anyways.
i feel bad.

also, our concert went great last night. we sounded phenomenal, my dad said.

i was kind of high. XD my mom bought me this huge iced coffee from mcds and i poorly minded drank the whole thing, so i was spazzming on stage.

it was so good though.

i guess that's it for now, homes.

peace.
=D bah-hah

oh also, school pictures. if you have any left over i'd love to see your pretty face.

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Post by Lior on Fri Jan 30, 2009 8:01 am

edit:

i'm not okay with this.

so for a few years, one of my friends has been trying to get with someone who she knew liked her back. but he was with his satanic demon girlfriend.

and two months ago, unbeknownst to me, until the other night, they got togeher. but for the time before i always heard about what a wretch the girlfriend was and that it would never happen but when it did, some how it wasn't appropriate to tell me and allow me to be happy for her.

but anyway, so the guy cheats on my friend with the wretch of a gf.
idk why i guess he just misses her.

whatever.

but i'm totally pissed off because... i just...

it's not right. it's not fair. first of all, why would you do that to someone.
guy needs to grow a pair and frikkin figure it out.

not only that, but i'm absolutely sick of it all.
i don't mind listening to people talk about what's bugging them. i actually would like it if you would.

but when i'm trying to help dont bite my head off.

and if i need something i need someone there for me.
its so frikkin ridickulos that i've let myself be walked all over for all this time.

i'm just done.

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Post by Lior on Sun Feb 01, 2009 11:17 am

so today. my heart hurts.

i'm on my way down a dark road to no where.

i know you've already said you lked what i wrote. that's not what this is about.

i'm having difficulty concentrating. i can't get things done. i never feel up to finishing anything. seriously, i'll be swimming a race, and i'll just...get this notion to swim to the side and get out.

i won't even finish stupid things like playing games. i just don't have the energy or the drive.

speaking of driving, i don't even like doing that anymore. i just get so tired of it, i can't/don't concentrate. this is serious because i'm driving.

i was so tired yesterday night, i wanted to pull over and let leigh drive. she said she would but i need to prove to myself i can actually finish

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Post by Lior on Thu Feb 12, 2009 6:59 am

so my mom opened my door this morning, and said, "becky?"

and i'm like, "whut?"

"are you awake enough to understand that both schools are closed today?"

"...yes."

"okay, well, go back to sleep."

i got only two snow day texts. i bet everyone was completely mindblown about that one. i sent some to the lakesuck kids, because closing lakesuck is so rare that i'm sure no one would have checked.

for some reason my mom did, though.

and i wish someone would get on. i'm going to be on all morning because i've got homework to make actually decent.

i wish i had someone to distract me...

plus, i'm sorry if i haven't replied to our roleplays. for some reason my mind's been elsewhere.

all my characters stress me out, and the fact that i can't decide on one or two i like best makes it even harder.

maybe i should just say i'll use all the silvers regularly, and anyone else will be upon request.

that works...and it shuts me down to three boys, all gay. XD

i'm also working on a new story... i haven't thought of an idea yet, but i like elaborating on the behind the scenes of the silver family.

so, if anyone has any suggestions... =D

i'm a silly goose.

ilyyyy.


p.s. i like this picture. i think its a beautiful picture. but i'm not going to use it as my signature, i don't think, 'nless you think i should.

p.p.s. if you haven't read the pregnant lior story, i would, because i read it every day just to remind myself how awesome i am.

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Post by Lior on Thu Feb 12, 2009 2:03 pm

ANOTHER THING ABOUT TODAY:

my brake line broke.

i won't be going too far this weekend.

D=

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